Kayote in Wonderland

I am soooooooo friggin tired. I went to the grocery store and naturally that wore me out but what irritated me was that when I went to pay the bill I couldn't remember my PIN number for my card. Not at all, lucky for me I did write it down inside my wallet on a paper with tons of other numbers on it in different colors of ink. Soon as I looked at it I knew that was the number but geeze why couldn't I remember that damn number? I don't normally forget things like that. I'm just wondering if the neurontin could be causing this... I'm really feeling like I'm walking around in a haze.

I've also stopped being the one who drives most of the time. I'm wondering if I should stop driving all together though, driving while I'm feeling so out of it is really dangerous.

The pain problem is getting better though which is good but if I have to be out of it in order to not hurt I in the hell will I be able to go to work?

Sometimes I feel like I just can't win no matter how hard I work at it...