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I just made an entry saying my journal is locked to friends only, if you can see this entry, you don't have to comment to that entry because you are already on my friends list.
mysticblushadow aka the psycho stalker is hitting my journal even more frequently now, I don't know why and I don't think I really want to know why. I wish she would leave me alone but I don't really think that is ever going to happen. She really does have a mental disorder, I know this from a warning her ex-husband gave me about her although he couldn't tell me exactly what it is because he's under a court order not to. I think it is narcissistic personality disorder along with OCD. I'm not saying it lightly when I say that I do fear for my safety when this woman is in town as her ex warned me to be because she does take things to the extreme and does justify wrong doing on her own behalf as rational behavior if she feels she has been wronged somehow.
I think the most idiotic (and kind of creepy) thing she's done in her obsession of me so far though is switch religions just a few months after threatening to use my being a witch against me in a custody battle and of course saying, "TOO BAD we don't still BURN witches!!!!!!!!!!"
The worst thing she's ever written, and what really hit the nail on the head for me that she is more mentally ill than I really understood, is the time she pondered if my ex-husband molested my two oldest daughters to get back at me for cheating on him with Jimmy (mysticblushadow's husband, the father of my second daughter aka the Rat Bastard). In reality of course my ex was already in jail for molesting the girls when the incident took place and although we were still legally married, we were in no way, shape, or form still together by any means. I put that bastard in jail myself and divorced him shortly after he went to prison. I just can't fathom the fact that she is sick enough to write something like that (see for yourself) no matter what else has been said in this so called war she started, that one is just beyond sick, it's out right fucked up. How in the hell could anyone who isn't fucked up in the head even think up that the sick, depraved acts of a child molester could somehow be out of revenge for being cheated on? And then sympathize with the monster to top it off. Yeah, that post is where it really hit me that she isn't just a tad off, she's really fucked up in the head and is capable of doing harm to others without remorse.
And of course she claims I'm the one stalking her even though she once lamented the fact that I posted way more before I knew she was watching me. Hell, she's even lamented over not being able to read my locked entries that she keeps track of by keeping up with the post count on my user info page. Yeah, all stalking victims boo hoo over their stalkers shutting the blinds on them... *rolls eyes* Oh, and lest we forget, she also digs though my friends journals to see if I've made comments, and recently has started to friend my friends. Like I said, she really goes to extremes in her obsession of me... I've only talked about the tip of the iceburg when it comes to the things she's done in stalking and harassing me, there is much, much more to this insanity and I'm just really tired of it all, it's beyond old. At least after we move she won't know where I actually live and that will be a great relief... and that will help with this anxiety better than therapy did. (Yes for those who weren't aware, I went to therapy over this bullshit.)
mysticblushadow aka the psycho stalker is hitting my journal even more frequently now, I don't know why and I don't think I really want to know why. I wish she would leave me alone but I don't really think that is ever going to happen. She really does have a mental disorder, I know this from a warning her ex-husband gave me about her although he couldn't tell me exactly what it is because he's under a court order not to. I think it is narcissistic personality disorder along with OCD. I'm not saying it lightly when I say that I do fear for my safety when this woman is in town as her ex warned me to be because she does take things to the extreme and does justify wrong doing on her own behalf as rational behavior if she feels she has been wronged somehow.
I think the most idiotic (and kind of creepy) thing she's done in her obsession of me so far though is switch religions just a few months after threatening to use my being a witch against me in a custody battle and of course saying, "TOO BAD we don't still BURN witches!!!!!!!!!!"
The worst thing she's ever written, and what really hit the nail on the head for me that she is more mentally ill than I really understood, is the time she pondered if my ex-husband molested my two oldest daughters to get back at me for cheating on him with Jimmy (mysticblushadow's husband, the father of my second daughter aka the Rat Bastard). In reality of course my ex was already in jail for molesting the girls when the incident took place and although we were still legally married, we were in no way, shape, or form still together by any means. I put that bastard in jail myself and divorced him shortly after he went to prison. I just can't fathom the fact that she is sick enough to write something like that (see for yourself) no matter what else has been said in this so called war she started, that one is just beyond sick, it's out right fucked up. How in the hell could anyone who isn't fucked up in the head even think up that the sick, depraved acts of a child molester could somehow be out of revenge for being cheated on? And then sympathize with the monster to top it off. Yeah, that post is where it really hit me that she isn't just a tad off, she's really fucked up in the head and is capable of doing harm to others without remorse.
And of course she claims I'm the one stalking her even though she once lamented the fact that I posted way more before I knew she was watching me. Hell, she's even lamented over not being able to read my locked entries that she keeps track of by keeping up with the post count on my user info page. Yeah, all stalking victims boo hoo over their stalkers shutting the blinds on them... *rolls eyes* Oh, and lest we forget, she also digs though my friends journals to see if I've made comments, and recently has started to friend my friends. Like I said, she really goes to extremes in her obsession of me... I've only talked about the tip of the iceburg when it comes to the things she's done in stalking and harassing me, there is much, much more to this insanity and I'm just really tired of it all, it's beyond old. At least after we move she won't know where I actually live and that will be a great relief... and that will help with this anxiety better than therapy did. (Yes for those who weren't aware, I went to therapy over this bullshit.)
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Date: 2005-09-02 07:23 pm (UTC)From:Sorry that this is still hanging over your head.
Be Well.
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Date: 2005-09-02 07:56 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2005-09-02 07:28 pm (UTC)From:I'm keeping her on my friends list, because I've learned from experience the best way to handle such situations is to ignore it altogether for as long as possible. But rest assured, I have a much greater propensity at this point to believe your side of the story. Call it a hunch....
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Date: 2005-09-02 07:44 pm (UTC)From:Ignore is the best way to deal with this, unfriending her would probably provoke her to target you. You're not the only one she's tried friending, most of the others have friends locked journals though. No worries, I know you wouldn't share my locked posts and I'm sure that's what she's trying to friend people on my flist for.
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Date: 2005-09-02 08:26 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2005-09-02 08:43 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2005-09-02 07:54 pm (UTC)From:You know how to get to my house if things really heat up, and we have a pool now.
I'm pretty sure she wouldn't follow you all the way out here. If she did, we have ways of keeping people at bay out here in the country.
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Date: 2005-09-02 08:50 pm (UTC)From:I think I'm safe as long as she's in that truck traveling with the loser rat bastard and not here in Midland.
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Date: 2005-09-02 08:58 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2005-09-02 09:03 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2005-09-02 09:09 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2005-09-02 08:22 pm (UTC)From:When are you moving??
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Date: 2005-09-02 08:48 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2005-09-03 08:54 am (UTC)From:If she tries to get on my friends list, she can just
FUGGEDABOUDIT!!!!
She sounds like quite a piece of work!
Hang in there - sending blessings and energy your way!!!
HUGS!!!