Kayote in Wonderland

I just made an entry saying my journal is locked to friends only, if you can see this entry, you don't have to comment to that entry because you are already on my friends list.

mysticblushadow aka the psycho stalker is hitting my journal even more frequently now, I don't know why and I don't think I really want to know why. I wish she would leave me alone but I don't really think that is ever going to happen. She really does have a mental disorder, I know this from a warning her ex-husband gave me about her although he couldn't tell me exactly what it is because he's under a court order not to. I think it is narcissistic personality disorder along with OCD. I'm not saying it lightly when I say that I do fear for my safety when this woman is in town as her ex warned me to be because she does take things to the extreme and does justify wrong doing on her own behalf as rational behavior if she feels she has been wronged somehow.

I think the most idiotic (and kind of creepy) thing she's done in her obsession of me so far though is switch religions just a few months after threatening to use my being a witch against me in a custody battle and of course saying, "TOO BAD we don't still BURN witches!!!!!!!!!!"

The worst thing she's ever written, and what really hit the nail on the head for me that she is more mentally ill than I really understood, is the time she pondered if my ex-husband molested my two oldest daughters to get back at me for cheating on him with Jimmy (mysticblushadow's husband, the father of my second daughter aka the Rat Bastard). In reality of course my ex was already in jail for molesting the girls when the incident took place and although we were still legally married, we were in no way, shape, or form still together by any means. I put that bastard in jail myself and divorced him shortly after he went to prison. I just can't fathom the fact that she is sick enough to write something like that (see for yourself) no matter what else has been said in this so called war she started, that one is just beyond sick, it's out right fucked up. How in the hell could anyone who isn't fucked up in the head even think up that the sick, depraved acts of a child molester could somehow be out of revenge for being cheated on? And then sympathize with the monster to top it off. Yeah, that post is where it really hit me that she isn't just a tad off, she's really fucked up in the head and is capable of doing harm to others without remorse.

And of course she claims I'm the one stalking her even though she once lamented the fact that I posted way more before I knew she was watching me. Hell, she's even lamented over not being able to read my locked entries that she keeps track of by keeping up with the post count on my user info page. Yeah, all stalking victims boo hoo over their stalkers shutting the blinds on them... *rolls eyes* Oh, and lest we forget, she also digs though my friends journals to see if I've made comments, and recently has started to friend my friends. Like I said, she really goes to extremes in her obsession of me... I've only talked about the tip of the iceburg when it comes to the things she's done in stalking and harassing me, there is much, much more to this insanity and I'm just really tired of it all, it's beyond old. At least after we move she won't know where I actually live and that will be a great relief... and that will help with this anxiety better than therapy did. (Yes for those who weren't aware, I went to therapy over this bullshit.)

Do you have any sane moments at all?

You just can't control yourself can you. What is it about me that fascinates you to point of this obsession? You know, the only thing I write about you is that you're a sick person who is obsessed with me and that you're stalking me all over the internet. The only thing you continuing on with this accomplishes is proving me right about that. You can not stop me from writing whatever I feel like writing about so why fucking waste your time with this bullshit? Well, I say the only reason you're still doing this after three years is because you're so mentally fucked up that you can't stop. I for one would love to see you prove me wrong about that, but I don't think you are capable. Go ahead, keep reading my journal, we all know why you do, because you're fucked up in the head and obsessed with me.

Since I've been ignoring you for a while now this should answer the question once and for all about who is stalking whom. I'm really sick of seeing your IP show up on my stats.

p.s.
The only way I would see you respond to this is if you reply to this entry as I'm not reading any of your shit. Your mysticblushadow account isn't banned from this journal but your other LJ accounts are... at least the ones I know about, like I said, I'm not the one obsessively searching the other out all over the internet, the places I know about you told me about.

Also, I have a static IP address. Static means that it doesn't change, my IP address is always the same. My ISP is NetWest, every computer in this house is hooked up to a wireless broadband antenna through a router and all have the same IP addy which happens to be 209.240.188.135. It never changes. Ever. In fact, here is a screen shot to prove that is in fact my IP addy. Here is a more recent screen shot as well to show that it's still the same.

I am not the stalker.

I just submitted a DMCA complaint to both LJ and GJ about my photographs being used as my stalkers user icon on her harassment journals.

I find it rather interesting that since I installed a statcounter on my userinfo page (for both this journal and kayote) on 02/08/05, a certain mobile ip addy has been a rather frequent visitor... way over 30 times already this month alone... three times just yesterday.... in fact, since 02/08/05, it has accessed my user info page a total of 465 times....


hmmmm or should that be whoa...

oh yeah, and the ip just happens to match up with the ip on some comments made in my journal by mysticblushadow.

Fuck that psycho stalker bitch! I'm going to go rejoin MY fucking communities!

This was sent to me this morning from a long time friend who wanted to put a smile on my face.

In the court of: NeverNever Land

It is hereby ordered and decreed that the use of the term Jimmy in any context will, from this moment forward, be forbidden by anyone, anywhere. The only exception being the wife of the above said name, who believes she owns all rights to his past, present, future and first name. Anyone out there with this as a first name must change it now, or be prepared to use your full names at all times as not to confuse this woman. Use of Jimmy without the middle and last name will result in legal actions. Her attorney, Peter Rabbit, will be watching for any who use the above mentioned term. Any who have a past with the above said name must report immediately to the set of Days of Our Lives so we can run your memories through the hourglass of time and erase these memories. Please report to Tinkerbell and sign in so that the court may track you for the rest of the marriage of the above mentioned's name. The court must track you in case any hidden or forgotten memories come to light.


This is my ruling: Honorable Judge Big Bad Wolf

mysticblushadow is a stalker. She has been stalking me for over three years now. As those of you who have watched this drama know she used to call me a satanist as she was then pretending to be a good widdle mormon. She really got to me with a post she made on blogspot. I then realized that she is a lot more mentally unstable than I was comfortable enough to feel safe. I took some good sound advice doled out to me by mzwyndi and just started ignoring the whole damn mess. Evidently that drove this woman nutty enough to resort to making herself a new journal and proclaiming to now be a witch so she could start joining communities and elists I join. Last year she wanted to burn me for being one and now all the sudden she's one too. Bullshit!

My stalker is digging through your journals. Sorry. :-(
If you want to prevent her from commenting in your journal, please follow these instructions:

go here: http://www.livejournal.com/admin/console/
in the little box put in this command: ban_set eternalsoulmate

My stalker is at it again. She dug up a post in a friends journal I made over three months ago telling my friend that I needed to email her to catch her up on rat bastard gossip since I hadn't talked to her in a while at that time. I had forgotten I had even made that comment. o_O

You people are STILL at it! You just don't know when to leave something alone. Don't you have better things to do with your time, than gossip about someone who doen't want anything to do with any of you. So SAD! At least I've stopped you from posting on the web and of you do it behind CLOSED journals and e-mail. I guess you messed with the wrong BITCH after all!!!!!! LOL

Damn it! I thought I was rid of that fucking psycho stalker...

Why did my ex have to marry a fucking insane person????

I'm tired of being a goldfish so I've jumped out of the fish bowl and crawled back into my comfy cave. I've not been writing anything in here because I've not wanted to share anything precious with that fucking idiot psycho stalker and the whole point of me doing livejournal in the first place was so people could get to know me better since I usually post short and to the point in email unless someone really ticks me off. Well, fuck it! So much for public me. PISS OFF! I'm more comfortable in a cave where I don't have to be so fucking PC all the time anyway. If my friends who are not on livejournal want to read what I have to say on livejournal, then they can fucking sign up because the free fucking peep show is over.