Kayote in Wonderland

I find it rather interesting that since I installed a statcounter on my userinfo page (for both this journal and kayote) on 02/08/05, a certain mobile ip addy has been a rather frequent visitor... way over 30 times already this month alone... three times just yesterday.... in fact, since 02/08/05, it has accessed my user info page a total of 465 times....


hmmmm or should that be whoa...

oh yeah, and the ip just happens to match up with the ip on some comments made in my journal by mysticblushadow.

Fuck that psycho stalker bitch! I'm going to go rejoin MY fucking communities!

This was sent to me this morning from a long time friend who wanted to put a smile on my face.

In the court of: NeverNever Land

It is hereby ordered and decreed that the use of the term Jimmy in any context will, from this moment forward, be forbidden by anyone, anywhere. The only exception being the wife of the above said name, who believes she owns all rights to his past, present, future and first name. Anyone out there with this as a first name must change it now, or be prepared to use your full names at all times as not to confuse this woman. Use of Jimmy without the middle and last name will result in legal actions. Her attorney, Peter Rabbit, will be watching for any who use the above mentioned term. Any who have a past with the above said name must report immediately to the set of Days of Our Lives so we can run your memories through the hourglass of time and erase these memories. Please report to Tinkerbell and sign in so that the court may track you for the rest of the marriage of the above mentioned's name. The court must track you in case any hidden or forgotten memories come to light.


This is my ruling: Honorable Judge Big Bad Wolf

mysticblushadow is a stalker. She has been stalking me for over three years now. As those of you who have watched this drama know she used to call me a satanist as she was then pretending to be a good widdle mormon. She really got to me with a post she made on blogspot. I then realized that she is a lot more mentally unstable than I was comfortable enough to feel safe. I took some good sound advice doled out to me by mzwyndi and just started ignoring the whole damn mess. Evidently that drove this woman nutty enough to resort to making herself a new journal and proclaiming to now be a witch so she could start joining communities and elists I join. Last year she wanted to burn me for being one and now all the sudden she's one too. Bullshit!

My stalker is digging through your journals. Sorry. :-(
If you want to prevent her from commenting in your journal, please follow these instructions:

go here: http://www.livejournal.com/admin/console/
in the little box put in this command: ban_set eternalsoulmate

My stalker is at it again. She dug up a post in a friends journal I made over three months ago telling my friend that I needed to email her to catch her up on rat bastard gossip since I hadn't talked to her in a while at that time. I had forgotten I had even made that comment. o_O

You people are STILL at it! You just don't know when to leave something alone. Don't you have better things to do with your time, than gossip about someone who doen't want anything to do with any of you. So SAD! At least I've stopped you from posting on the web and of you do it behind CLOSED journals and e-mail. I guess you messed with the wrong BITCH after all!!!!!! LOL

Damn it! I thought I was rid of that fucking psycho stalker...

Why did my ex have to marry a fucking insane person????

Here is a screen shot of one of the posts my stalker made on her journal. She has since deleted all her journal entries.

( click here to see the screen shot )

the last comment still sends chills up my spine...
"TOO BAD we don't still BURN witches!!!!!!!!!!"

That woman is SICK! I'm still not sure if she is on my lists. I banned her from joining PWAL again but she could just make up a new name. I know she was banned from Sue's Witch Wars list too but as I just said, she could just make up another name. I'm not safe on email lists. :-/ (oh and for those who don't know, this woman claims to be a good God fearing Christian.)

What the fuck is wrong with people that when they run out of valid arguments they resort to calling you fat and/or ugly? Especially when they themselves are fat and/or ugly.

Their use of such a "put down" makes them even uglier than their lack of physical beauty IMO.

Ok, this rant is coming from yet more of the stupidity show down between myself (on kayote) and eternalsoulmate. This woman will never post a picture of herself because she doesn't allow anyone to take a picture of her. I saw her in November and she outweighed me then but now she wants the world to believe that she is thin and beautiful just so she can use that tired ole "you're fat" against me. Why can't people come up with something a little less lame?

Oh, and by damn it, I know I damn sure ain't ugly. I've had issues with my weight and I've let weight comments get to me in the past, before I finely figured out  how to do something about it and am losing weight now, but never ever have I been in doubt about my beauty.

Adoption is expensive. It will cost us $3000.00 for Parker to adopt our two youngest away from that monster I was married to and that is if the idiot will sign the papers and not waste the courts time by fighting it. I should not have any problem getting his rights terminated since he does have two convictions of aggravated sexual assault of a child and the parole board tells me that he will most likely spend every minute of the 15 years he got for that. I call them every time he comes up for parole just to make sure he wont get out.

I was able to get no visitation in my divorce with it stated that the reason was those two accounts of aggravated sexual assault of a child. It's weird that they put in there an additional reason for no visitation with my son. Apparently in Texas over night visitation with a child younger than three is against the Texas Family Code and they don't do it. I know that young children do have separation anxiety when they are away from their familiar surroundings and that babies sleep better in their own beds. My son is well above the age of three now though but it doesn't matter, the monster is still in prison and the age thing was only an additional reason anyway.

We are working hard to get our family to be whole. Now if we could just get this adoption thing going.... $1500.00 per child... *sigh*

Parker would like to adopt all four, but $6000.00 is not economically feasible right now. I had some saved up towards one adoption, but I had to use it to hire the lawyer to answer that bogus bullshit the Rat Bastard filed. I've thought about asking my oldest daughter's father if he would pay for hers, that would erase all that back child support he owes me and then he would not have to pay current child support on her and would have more money for the new baby he and his wife just had. IMO that is quite a trade off. I'm mostly worried about getting the youngest two adopted though, their bio is a monster and I want him to have no reason to pop back up into my life once he does get out of prison.

Just a random thing I was thinking about just now...

I woke up in a world of pain today and yes it has me in a grumpy mood.

I can barely walk today... so much for thinking my back pain was over...

I'm going back to bed!

cold weather = disabling pain

*grumble*

I have friggin work to do too damn it, I need to install a big cgi script but I can't take this chair for very long right now... ugh!